Hm

If the Jesuits have taught me anything, it’s that reflection should be an integral part of life. I haven’t done enough of it lately, this is a hodgepodge of random thoughts…

This is the first summer in two years that I won’t need foot surgery and I’m done with all my follow up appointments. Score for not getting xrays every few weeks! I’m still missing about a quarter of my toenail which makes public sandal wearing a somewhat hyper self conscious experience. Now I just have to figure out what life daring adventures I’d like to throw myself into. Suggestions?

I tried out all the free makeup stuff we get when my mom buys lotion or whatever from Macy’s. Lip gloss does not taste like candy, it’s as if you just sucked on a stick of butter and forgot to wipe off the excess from your lips. Mascara is harder to put on than you think. Eye make up remover will still burn your eyes if you get it in your eyes - it’s like Johnson and Johnson No Tears Baby Shampoo, THEY LIE! YOU TEAR ALOT!

I just killed a centipede. I will scrape it off my dresser later.

I’m thinking of starting on a path to self-betterment. Eating better, dressing better, spending better - just taking care of myself more in general. This will require discipline. Discipline never seems to come after the word fun. Fun discipline.

Pursuing God - at best, it’s been passive engagement. Let’s hop back on that train shall we? More discipline.

Finding career path - I like what I do now. I wonder if I can find something which I can say I love doing? And how will I get there? Will I make money doing it? Can I make an absurd amount of money doing it? That would be awesome.

I should get a check up of everything: PCP, dermatologist, dentist, the lady doctor (I DON’T WANT TO GO TO THIS ONE. I’VE SEEN THE EDUCATIONAL VIDEOS), podiatrist - what else do I need to get checked out? 

::edit: orthodontist! my bottom jaw is all messed up from not wearing a retainer. Plus, my wisdom teeth are all up in their bidness.

How can I be a part of God’s blessing for you today? Think hard about this one now.